Restless

I've been lacking sleep for the past week, and according to MSo.. I tend to space out occassionally when I'm at school ('course he notices, he's one of the observant people in our little group of friends.. and I'm almost always around him - as well as our other friends) I'm always thinking of something, but when someone asks, I can't answer because I already forgot. Yup, that's short term memory for ya.

Anyhoo, I think I'm starting to get rid of my uncalled feelings for the guy.. I think leaving it out in the open (with some of my close friends anyway) actually helps... when I accepted it, atleast I knew what was wrong.. it doesn't hurt that much anymore when I see them together, that's a relief.

Oh yeah, I had to sing infront of my AESTHET (Aesthetics - I dunno what the hell that is) class yesterday, it was really really embarassing.. and I really felt my voice shake @_@ Sung the first part of "So Slow" by Freestyle, I really like the song.. but I don't think it suits me.. ah well, atleast I didn't mess up, I think?

Bleah, the month of May (my fave month) has come and gone... and we'll be doing more stuff for the org next week and the week after because of recruitment for the org.. I hope we'd be able to accomplish (or even surpass) the no. of members that was acquired by the previous batch.. good luck to us!