Changes?

I got to school around 7.35am, then waited for Leah to arrive after 5-10 mins, I think, so I could help her carry her laptop to the cube. We had a lil chat since we were the only ones there, I helped her do her report since she wasn't feeling well this morning. Linh arrived around 9.30 right after her class at AKIC, then left around 10.30. I really found it weird that Bur didn't come to the cube this morning, he's always around by that time.

The cube was empty, everyone's usually there around 11 or so.. but earlier.. it was, empty. I really couldn't shake off that uneasy feeling of mine... ever since what happened last Tuesday, everything's starting to change.. I can see that everyone's being affected by it, even the other guys.

I really hate what's happening right now, I'm having a hard time concentrating with my studies because of the recent turn of events, things are getting awkward even though it's not that obvious.

Just another week, then it's gonna be time for our final exams.

Characteristics

MAY

Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm standpoint
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
Understanding
Sickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good debating skills
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves travelling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift

Just found this in my email.

Complicated.

I dislike change, I really do.

Why must things be like this? When I thought everything was going along just fine.. this just had to happen. It really seems like problems are piling up.

Damn it.

Unexplainable.

I can't explain what I'm feeling right now, but I want to cry so bad.

Summer?

It's really been a while since a last wrote an entry here, been busy with school and whenever I don't have anything to do, my brain just isn't working properly for me to write a decent entry ~_~;

Most students are already enjoying the start of their summer vacation but it's a different case for me.. still have classes 'til April! but I don't really mind, am having fun at school~ it's a bit surprising to hear that from me, considering the fact that I hated going to school when I was still a high school student XD lotsa stuff really changed when I entered college, I guess I became more.. umm... responsible? :o haha. I want classes to end though.. but at the same time I don't, since my sched is a bit sucky for next term... and I don't think I'll be able to hang out with the people I'm with this term since we have a conflict with our schedules. My classes are in the morning, and theirs are in the afternoon til late at night >_> ah well.

My fondness for JPop is coming back all over again, thanks to a friend of mine.. haha, the only thing I hate about listening to Japanese songs is that I can't really sing the songs! I'm still having a hard time even with the lyrics <_<; oye, I'm not even Japanese in the first place.. and I have no practice using the language! But I get to practice speaking in English at school though.. cause a certain someone won't be able to understand me if I talked to her in Tagalog XD

Anyway, that's it.. am running out of stuff to say, and I'm really really sleepy.. so ja!

So Sick.

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Coz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Coz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
it's ridiculous
It's been months
And for some reason I just
can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this
enough is enough
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Coz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
why can't I turn off the radio?

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
why can't I turn off the radio?

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
why can't I turn off the radio?
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Cramming.

That's what I'm doing right now, cramming for a project that's due on Tuesday.

Haven't been in the mood to write stuff here lately, I don't know why >_> Still lotsa stuff happenin' in my life, new discoveries, friends, y'know.. the usual stuff.

Ah, I'll just go back to making my project, I don't think my mind is working right now to write a decent post here.