I feel kinda weird nowadays, I sort off lost my purpose for living and I don't exactly have a direction in life o.O; no goal, no dream -nada.
My college life had actually helped me realize that, and it made me think about it more often, I'm having trouble with tuition (well, actually it's my parents) because of my expensive college tuition, I don't think they can think of other expenses anymore (possible trips to abroad or to other regions in the country) buying new computer parts (our computers are going wacko now o_o;) or even a new item.. like an iPod or something... and I'm really annoyed at that fact, I'm trying to gun for a scholarship.. but I don't exactly think I can and I don't really have time to even try to join the school's varsity team.
I'm in a course I don't think I'll like or even be successful in (BSBA major in Computer Application) I sak at programming, I really do, how can I be so sure of that you ask? I had programming lessons in our computer subject back in high school and I almost flunked it, I wonder how I'll even pass when I start taking my majors. o_o
I have no social life outside the net -well, pretty much nothing since I've gotten too used to not going out or mingling with other people I don't know much, partly my parents fault and partly mine. It's like, "We're friends right?" "Ofcourse we are!" then when the term's done, the person goes bye bye like he/she never existed or even entered your life at all.
Sucks, eh?
