So close, yet so far.

I went to school earlier to get my course cards, and my grades were really satisfactory for me (My grades were 2, 2.5, 2.5, 3, 3, 3.5 -4 being the highest) though what depressed me was the fact that my grades weren't enough for me to be included in the dean's list, that 2 really pulled my grades down >_< I was really hoping (from the start - before 1st day) that I would get high grades and get included in the dean's list so I can atleast show my dad that I'm taking my studies seriously now, unlike before... when I was happy go lucky with everything during my high school days, when I was contented with a 75 for my grade (the lowest passing mark). I atleast would want to achieve something, so that I would be able to earn my parents' respect for me.

It's really annoying when something is already right infront of you, but it slips away because of a mistake.

Haircut!

I had a haircut just earlier, and my hair ended up being too short O_O;

Oh well, it'll eventually grow back again anyway XD

I really wanna reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad or write something, I don't know why, but I'm really itching to read or write whatever... if not those two, I'm itching to play DotA! @_@

Crap.

I finished reading the book last night, and I never even intended to finish it right away! damn, I was supposed to finish that after my final exams (which is 2 days away) I never noticed that I read roughly around... 30-40 pages I think, and I ended up sleeping around 1.30 AM! @_@ I'm running out of stuff to read! T_T

Boredom.

I didn't have classes today since

1. I already passed my final project for my Comski class yesterday and my prof said the people who passed their projects yesterday wouldn't have to come to class today.
2. My professor in History class went to China, we finished everything (including exams) last week.
3. We convinced our Algeb professor to not have classes today since her class is the only class that we're going to attend to for this day, and she agreed.

But I didn't have much to day, I woke up around.. 10 in the morning, washed myself and ate breakfast.. then later on my brother told me to install Warcraft III and the Frozen Throne expansion in our other computer, so I did. When I was done we played Diablo in Warcraft III via LAN.. we played for around 4hrs, before we were able to finish @_@ He had to go to school afterwards to pass something.. and now I'm home alone again O_o not that I mind, really.

I'm just plain bored.

Lalala~

Currently typing my concept paper that needs to be passed tomorrow o.O; I really can't believe 10% of my college life is almost done, haha, the 1st term's ending... and our finals start on thursday.

I just hope I do well in my exams, I can't afford grades that are below 2 >_<

Hmm...

I just happened to pass by Nanashi's (*cough*dead*cough*) forum and read through the old RP I participated in.. I want to write again, a different story this time.. darn, it's really annoying when you can't focus on one thing and keep doing other things ~_~; ah well..

Finally!

I finished the edits on my page thanks to lizzie's help ^-^

anyway, I'm writing the next chapter for my 3 year old fic at ff.net. honestly, I find it surprising that I actually thought of an ending for that fic of mine, when I had writers block that lasted ages when I was still working on that fic XD I'm planning on finishing that chapter by the end of the month, or sometime mid September.. ah well, but for now... I'm gonna postpone writing the next chapter and finish reading my new book! >:) (refer to my previous entry :P)

Happy! *-*

Mom bought the book I wanted when we went to the bookstore last night~! weeee~! finally! I have something that I could read again!!!! I've been dying to read a good book *-*

Anyway, the book is Sophie Kinsella's "Confessions of a Shopaholic" I started reading this morning in between class, and I've managed to reach chapter 5 XD mwahaha!!

Now all I need to do is to find some plastic and cover this book, the cover will get ruined if I keep it inside my bag without any plastic cover >_> some edges are already ruined T_T ah well, I can't wait to find out what happens next *-*

Finals are next week.. gotta study hard to get a high grade! ^-^

Head.. aches... so bad.. x_X

Gawd, I'm dead tired.. tried looking through the html codes.. and it gave me one heck of a headache @_@ I really shouldn't stop tingling with html codes, or else I'll have a really hard time learning things all over again.. like now for example >_<;; And to think my course is related to computer programming o_o;;;

I also have a feeling that I'm going to get one hell of a headache when I wake up first thing in the morning.

Ah well <_<;

Ugh.

I'll figure out how to edit this whole page next time, for now.. I really need to focus on my studies.. my finals are next week! waah!! X_x

I'll prolly make a wallpaper for this place... just gotta look for some images that I can use o.O;

anyway, I'm running late for class.. I'll be back sometime soon.. ciao ! XD

Weeee~

I'm bored, so I decided to make another blog.. haha