So close, yet so far.

I went to school earlier to get my course cards, and my grades were really satisfactory for me (My grades were 2, 2.5, 2.5, 3, 3, 3.5 -4 being the highest) though what depressed me was the fact that my grades weren't enough for me to be included in the dean's list, that 2 really pulled my grades down >_< I was really hoping (from the start - before 1st day) that I would get high grades and get included in the dean's list so I can atleast show my dad that I'm taking my studies seriously now, unlike before... when I was happy go lucky with everything during my high school days, when I was contented with a 75 for my grade (the lowest passing mark). I atleast would want to achieve something, so that I would be able to earn my parents' respect for me.

It's really annoying when something is already right infront of you, but it slips away because of a mistake.